Gothgirl05

I haven't updated these Journal in a long time, that because most of my time is spend dealing with my cosplay account. So all my new journals (If u are interested in my life) will be  on ~gothgirlcosplay (https://www.deviantart.com/gothgirlcosplay)

I have no idea why but laterly I been really angry and depressed. I know what is causing it, but it normally dosen't happen to me. I am normally able to kept calm. It getting hard to metalate (can't spell).  I am hoping that I will get back to normal soo. I really do  hate feeling this way. I have made some new life choices. For one I am going on a hardcord diet, I looked at myself and felt it time. I am in the rigth state on mind to lose it. I am happy with what going on, little stressed and sleepy from school, but things had never been better for me. No point trying to lose weigh but thngs are going wrong as food makes things better. They

I want to cosplay a version of Urahara of the forum meet but I don't have the hat. if someone has it, can I plz plz plz borrow it for the weekend.